So this morning I was looking through my e-mails and noticed someone had actually started following my blog. I never expected anyone to find this place, not that I was keeping a secret from anyone, just that I thought it so secluded that coming across this place would be one of the random happenings. Out of curiosity I looked up how many people have come stumbled upon this lil' thing and its up to about 130. Figure it mostly made up of people who came by took a glance and just went onto something less pitiful, but hey it counted as a view, so I got something out of it.
The problem with this blog is I don't know what to talk but at the same time I know dozen's of things I could be talking about. Whether no one is listening or not, I should post more to this thing. Maybe less "So lonely" talk. A couple of days I was thinking about making something involving talking about mutiple entertainment subjects. Tv Shows, Games, Movies, Internet Related Stuff. I don't really want to talk about something like Politics, Organic Food, Pet Caring or stuff like that.
Who knows whats going to happen. I'll just start writing when something comes up I want to talk about.
Thursday, January 29, 2015
Tuesday, February 4, 2014
So i found my blog again?
Alright, i don't know how i keep finding myself back here? How many people on the net blog anymore? Or at least on blogger. No, a hotter spot would be something like tumblr and facebook. But Facebook can be a battle ground of too many people you know, knowing how you feel, while Hashtagging something and forgetting that your not on twitter. And Tumblr is just a fandom playground of folks gushing about stuff they like.
The whole internet is kind of like Facebook and Tumblr. Your either taking everything too seriously and letting everyone know about, or your just talking about a many Gif you saw.
If you made a list of place you spend on the internet the most. A good majority in my books would be Youtube, Deviantart, Facebook, Tumblr, Twitter, little bit of 4Chan, Wikipedia, then a fan wiki, then some random site about something or other.
Really the net is a big place where you can find practically anything you want at the stroak of finger. Unless your on a table, then its a swipe of a finger. But in my case, i limit myself. Just going back to the same places over and over again. And if i don't see something new, i keep pressing refresh until something new pops up. Reading that out loud, that's a pretty sad realization.
Prior to this post, i didn't have access to the internet for 2 weeks. Sparring the details, not much felt that different. I use my computer for other things then looking at stuff, I write, play games, check the time because I keep forgetting to set my clock or buy a watch. But other then that, the first thing i did when i got it back was go back to the usual places. Like no time had passed at all.
The lack in comments in most of these blogs either mean that no one really has a comment to make on some guys random dribbles, or i come off needy for attention. But simply mentioning the lack of comments in of itself may seem even more needy. I try not to really. I kind of look at this place as a theraputic side of the internet that people don't know about. It's nice, it's kinda lonely, but it's nice.
The whole internet is kind of like Facebook and Tumblr. Your either taking everything too seriously and letting everyone know about, or your just talking about a many Gif you saw.
If you made a list of place you spend on the internet the most. A good majority in my books would be Youtube, Deviantart, Facebook, Tumblr, Twitter, little bit of 4Chan, Wikipedia, then a fan wiki, then some random site about something or other.
Really the net is a big place where you can find practically anything you want at the stroak of finger. Unless your on a table, then its a swipe of a finger. But in my case, i limit myself. Just going back to the same places over and over again. And if i don't see something new, i keep pressing refresh until something new pops up. Reading that out loud, that's a pretty sad realization.
Prior to this post, i didn't have access to the internet for 2 weeks. Sparring the details, not much felt that different. I use my computer for other things then looking at stuff, I write, play games, check the time because I keep forgetting to set my clock or buy a watch. But other then that, the first thing i did when i got it back was go back to the usual places. Like no time had passed at all.
The lack in comments in most of these blogs either mean that no one really has a comment to make on some guys random dribbles, or i come off needy for attention. But simply mentioning the lack of comments in of itself may seem even more needy. I try not to really. I kind of look at this place as a theraputic side of the internet that people don't know about. It's nice, it's kinda lonely, but it's nice.
Monday, May 21, 2012
Where did the time go?
At the age of 20 i seem to have this expectation that would have accmplished something by this time. Yet i reflect on the years that have gone yet i cant seem to pinpoint a moment where i made a difference in anything or to anyone. Not though a lack or trying. just a shy little kid, Who did nothing but stay quiet and sit in his room for hours at a time, either stuffing his face or ruin his vision for staring hours at the glowing box in front of him.
My parents tell me "Matt your only 20, your life just started". Well then what the hell were the last 20 years? My joy ride, no, nothing like that. Where most kids were either finding there special talent and mastering it for there destined careers down the road. I was eating microwave pizza and watching Tom and Jerry. No one i can blame for any of that but myself. But i'm not crying about, no that would be pathetic, i'm just wondering where all the time went. I honestly thought i would have more time for sleeping in on Saturdays and playing video games till 3AM. But it seems whenever something that resembles a plan pops in my head, two weeks will fly by with nothing progressing.
Sure there are talents I've gained from experience. Like having a nack at drawing things on the fly, Being able to stay calm in the heat of conflict, There are things I even know about video games, like how they work and the industry that makes them. But it seems like even then, there are things that have completely missed or were unaware of. Time wasted twiddling my finger to the drum of a hollow beat. I've kid myself into thinking i could do other things like writing fiction, Critiquing random things, Voice acting, Editing, Cultural study, Basketball, Sociology, Pet care, Historical myth study, Analysis in fiction. The list goes on and on. But it just keeps building up to very little effort to thin it.
But don't be confused, this isn't the random ramblings of a man who hates his life and wishes he could turn back the clock. No this random of ramblings of a very confused and very socially awkward man who cant seem to get off his ass and do something with his life. Always sitting there waiting for a hand to pick him up and take him somewhere for something to do. Will i ever change? Beats the hell out of me. All i can hope for is something to inspire me. Giving the nice swift kick in the balls that i need to get my life on track so i wont be sitting up at 3AM writing some random blog post that nobody will read in this lifetime or the next, provided they have internet in the next one.
My parents tell me "Matt your only 20, your life just started". Well then what the hell were the last 20 years? My joy ride, no, nothing like that. Where most kids were either finding there special talent and mastering it for there destined careers down the road. I was eating microwave pizza and watching Tom and Jerry. No one i can blame for any of that but myself. But i'm not crying about, no that would be pathetic, i'm just wondering where all the time went. I honestly thought i would have more time for sleeping in on Saturdays and playing video games till 3AM. But it seems whenever something that resembles a plan pops in my head, two weeks will fly by with nothing progressing.
Sure there are talents I've gained from experience. Like having a nack at drawing things on the fly, Being able to stay calm in the heat of conflict, There are things I even know about video games, like how they work and the industry that makes them. But it seems like even then, there are things that have completely missed or were unaware of. Time wasted twiddling my finger to the drum of a hollow beat. I've kid myself into thinking i could do other things like writing fiction, Critiquing random things, Voice acting, Editing, Cultural study, Basketball, Sociology, Pet care, Historical myth study, Analysis in fiction. The list goes on and on. But it just keeps building up to very little effort to thin it.
But don't be confused, this isn't the random ramblings of a man who hates his life and wishes he could turn back the clock. No this random of ramblings of a very confused and very socially awkward man who cant seem to get off his ass and do something with his life. Always sitting there waiting for a hand to pick him up and take him somewhere for something to do. Will i ever change? Beats the hell out of me. All i can hope for is something to inspire me. Giving the nice swift kick in the balls that i need to get my life on track so i wont be sitting up at 3AM writing some random blog post that nobody will read in this lifetime or the next, provided they have internet in the next one.
Thursday, February 23, 2012
Wow, i suck at blogging
I mean i haven't made a blog in over a year, or two I'm not really sure. I guess i really never had a reason to blog about anything. Though i have hundreds of interest and my life has no shortage of oddball crap that some would consider blog material (Whatever that means), not once did i go online to spread my pointless dabble into the endless sea that is the internet.
Who knows if I'm gonna start blogging for real this time. subsequently it wouldn't make a difference, the internet will roll on with or without my trivial tidbits. maybe i will, maybe i wont. Hell i bet no one is actually reading this right now, so i can say whatever I damn well please and no one would notice.
But of course i;m too much of a fucking chicken to try it. whatever.
The blog awaits.
Who knows if I'm gonna start blogging for real this time. subsequently it wouldn't make a difference, the internet will roll on with or without my trivial tidbits. maybe i will, maybe i wont. Hell i bet no one is actually reading this right now, so i can say whatever I damn well please and no one would notice.
But of course i;m too much of a fucking chicken to try it. whatever.
The blog awaits.
Sunday, November 21, 2010
tatoo artist
a friend of my mom does tattoos for people and he asked me to help make the tattoos. the guy gave me some pictures and told me to trace them as good as i can, the ended up looking great and later that night he applied them to the couple.
the man got a gorilla with di town in spelled in cursive above its head, on his hand. and the girl got a couple of flowers on her shoulder. they not my designs were pretty awesome and they both thanked me for it.
not to mention i got 10$ out of it. i'm thinking i could have a future in this buisness.
the man got a gorilla with di town in spelled in cursive above its head, on his hand. and the girl got a couple of flowers on her shoulder. they not my designs were pretty awesome and they both thanked me for it.
not to mention i got 10$ out of it. i'm thinking i could have a future in this buisness.
first review: paranormal activity
i'm not much of a critic, but i do like to give my opinions on movies and game so this review is a test is how well i am at critizing a movie.
Paranormal activity review
I have seen plenty of horror movies and I know what can scare the crap out of people, but apparently the new thing that’s making people piss themselves in fear, are squeaky doors.
Paranormal activity is probably the only movie I’ve seen that was made on 15,00 dollars and made over 190 million in theaters, Now that’s a accomplish meant granted. But beside from two scenes in the film I cant say I was really scared at any point in this entire movie.
The film centers on a couple, who has just moved into a new home. Besides those two there are only three others characters in the film not including the ghost. So in all there were a total of five people in this entire film, two of which had I think a total of five lines. This isn’t really a problem because were able to focus more on the main characters and not distracted by any side stories.
The main in the story is Katie a girl who has had a history of seeing ghost and through out the film just wants to avoid the demon that living the house. While on the other side we have micah who must be a descendent of sherlock homes because the only thing he does this entire movie is try to piss of the ghost, which he does. I understand that the ghost fascinates the character, but if a ghost expert tells you not to mess with a certain ghost, then you don’t mess with the goddamn ghost!
Speaking of which, I think I liked the ghost more then the actual characters. In no point in the film do actually see the ghost which gave it that haunting feeling that most people who are firm believers in ghost will be scared over. Honestly I thought the ghost was messing with them, at any point in the film the ghost could have just lifted the camera and smashed over the guys head but no he just starts doing little things like creaking the door, making loud noises, and leave strange messages. It not till later does he actually start doing scary crap which I won’t spoil in this review.
The entire film is shot through the perspective of the Micah’s new camera. For some reason people seem to think that this camera first person perspective is scary? I’ve seen it done in lots of films like cloverfield, dairy of the dead, and of course the blaire witch project. Its true the the camera view of the film makes you think that this could of happen but you feel to sick watching the camera dangle and move around everywhere to enjoy the film. Thou granted that doesn’t really happen in this film.
Final judgment
This is a fascinating film to watch but in no way is it the scariest film of all time. This isn’t a movie to watch with friends, this is the kind of movie you watch by yourself in the dark if you really want to be scared by it. Although you’ll probably laugh when the weegee board catches fire.
Paranormal activity review
I have seen plenty of horror movies and I know what can scare the crap out of people, but apparently the new thing that’s making people piss themselves in fear, are squeaky doors.
Paranormal activity is probably the only movie I’ve seen that was made on 15,00 dollars and made over 190 million in theaters, Now that’s a accomplish meant granted. But beside from two scenes in the film I cant say I was really scared at any point in this entire movie.
The film centers on a couple, who has just moved into a new home. Besides those two there are only three others characters in the film not including the ghost. So in all there were a total of five people in this entire film, two of which had I think a total of five lines. This isn’t really a problem because were able to focus more on the main characters and not distracted by any side stories.
The main in the story is Katie a girl who has had a history of seeing ghost and through out the film just wants to avoid the demon that living the house. While on the other side we have micah who must be a descendent of sherlock homes because the only thing he does this entire movie is try to piss of the ghost, which he does. I understand that the ghost fascinates the character, but if a ghost expert tells you not to mess with a certain ghost, then you don’t mess with the goddamn ghost!
Speaking of which, I think I liked the ghost more then the actual characters. In no point in the film do actually see the ghost which gave it that haunting feeling that most people who are firm believers in ghost will be scared over. Honestly I thought the ghost was messing with them, at any point in the film the ghost could have just lifted the camera and smashed over the guys head but no he just starts doing little things like creaking the door, making loud noises, and leave strange messages. It not till later does he actually start doing scary crap which I won’t spoil in this review.
The entire film is shot through the perspective of the Micah’s new camera. For some reason people seem to think that this camera first person perspective is scary? I’ve seen it done in lots of films like cloverfield, dairy of the dead, and of course the blaire witch project. Its true the the camera view of the film makes you think that this could of happen but you feel to sick watching the camera dangle and move around everywhere to enjoy the film. Thou granted that doesn’t really happen in this film.
Final judgment
This is a fascinating film to watch but in no way is it the scariest film of all time. This isn’t a movie to watch with friends, this is the kind of movie you watch by yourself in the dark if you really want to be scared by it. Although you’ll probably laugh when the weegee board catches fire.
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
here i am blogging...
Ive heard of blogging thru a couple of forums but i never paid to much attention to it. ive visited other people's blogs just to see what they do. well now im blogging and im not really sure what to say so i guess i'll just post what comes naturally.
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